Oh dear. Once again I am dealing with children who are older than me.
I am quite immature for a 15 year old, but mature at the same time. Get it? I'm immature with my friends, yet mature with the people that I'm not that close with. Let's just say I let go with my friends.
I don't really care about looks. Well, my looks to be exact. I don't exactly go with the fashion and do the latest trends and all that whatnot. Frankly, I don't give a damn about those shit.
People don't like me for that (I am quite hated, or disliked, in my class for reasons that I don't even bother to know). I've learned my lesson from a past experience.
How would you like almost have a whole class hate you? :) I have that almost every year. the worst was during my fourth grade when they even had a club. Of course, I was naive and a crybaby back then. I told the teacher as soon as I found out. And they were punished for it. Ah memories... Thinking back, my childhood was pretty lame. Not that I've lived for a long time for me to actually say that. LOL.
But enough of that.
Today, I am once again dealing with the biggest child in my life: my Father.
Don't get me wrong. He provides us well with the daily necessities needed to live in this wretched world. He's not childish about the normal things.
He's just really selfish. like a child. Well, he is a bigot. He's narrow minded. What he thinks, his beliefs and everything, he forces that to others. Ever since he had a promotion in his job and got a better pay and my mother left tot work for Canad, he;s been like this. But when my mother is home, he's like an angel. See? A real child.
To put it in much more simpler terms, he finds every little thing to get mad about and he blows this up to be bigger than it really was.
He's not the only one who's pissing me off right now. The second one is a childhood friend of mine. He's nice and all, but he takes things way to seriously and he takes things way out of proportion.
I have many reasons on why he is pissing me off, but the short version is that he's acting like a child, but doesn't want to admit it. He likes someone, and he's doing everything he can to make that person like him back that he's dragging everyone around him to help him. Everyone knows about this though, I won't be surprised if the apple of his eye doesn't notice that he's practically screaming to everyone his love for her.
Sigh...
Now I am once again being forced to bed, at this very moment. My father has this rule that when he sleeps, everyone must sleep the same time he does. Well, not exactly in those terms... I have to sleep at 10. and I get off from school at 5:15, get home at around 7. He expects me to do my homework and those god damned performance task in 3 hours and I still have to take a bath, eat, and do the other things he's ordering me to do.
I seriously want to reprimand these people for being so idiotic.
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