おいさしぶりですね？

Hello. Long time no see, I guess. 

I just remembered I have a blog. Very interesting read here. I am so negative sometimes, kind of makes me want to slap myself. 

I would like to think of myself as a different person now, surprisingly. Hopefully I have matured, I definitely shrunk my head down to a very good size now (figuratively speaking of course. I have a rather big head literally). I was so emotional then, so stupid of me to let it run my life. Now, however, stress runs my life.

In the year that I haven't been here, I am now in university! How very Asian of me to go immediately head first into it after high school. To be honest, I'm not completely ready for it. But here I am. I'm an average student, but I would want to be better. Actually if given my way, I would've wanted to take a year off. But no. 

I've taken up a new addiction. Sure, it can be called a drug, and it can be harmful to the body, but what the hell! Let me give you a clue: This person is extremely old, wise, and travels around in a blue box that's bigger on the inside.

Still no?

It's Doctor Who, you ninny.

It's all I can think of recently. Maybe because I see it as a way out, maybe, maybe not. But if the Doctor could be real, wouldn't that be amazing? 

Maybe I do still want to run away. I want to see everything, though mind you I am (somewhat?) lazy. Still, if there is something out there, I would want to see it.

できないだよ

あたしは、

いつか大丈夫と思う。。。

あたしのことは心配しないで下さい。

でも。。。

あの日はいつ来るんだろうねえ。

New Found Courage

It's times like these where I'm reminded of my resolve to move out in a years time. I'm crying but not because I'm hurt, but because I found a courage in me that I thought I never had. Sure, tears come easily to me this time, but I found that I could do anything if I set my mind into it.

I don't really want to explain it. Just letting the words flow as it goes.

Also, I can't believe how much fear it can put on a person just by saying "I'm calling 911."

Boring

Nothing fun has happened to me in the last few days, other than the fact that the hunger games are coming out next week.

i may have to watch it alone, seeing that there are no classes on the opening day and other schools don't get out till 2:30. but i may drag someone with me.